I've been having one of those days lately, you know when you have so much going on in your head and you somehow need somewhere, someplace to park all these thoughts and leave it there.
I thought about my blog and how seriously I've neglected it over the years as I try to live my life, and not sit down and write about it. I have taken down the old posts all the way from 2004 for public consumption. I will keep them as a reminder of how I was and how I've grown over the years, but sadly the reason for resurrecting this blog should not be connected to those wonderful memories in one fabric that will be part of the world wide web.
There's this event that happened some time in October 2013, yes almost 4 years ago, that deeply hurt one of the most important people in my life, and in turn crushed me as mother helplessly trying to protect her cub.
Despite my gigantic efforts to flush it out of my system, the event periodically repeats itself in my head. The hurtful words would resurface at the most inopportune moment. I thought what better way to release it than to put it out there.
So I will. So I must.
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